The Story Of Three: Believe..

Friday, October 28, 2011

Believe..

I can't not believe my little man is 5. It seems like just yesterday that I was holding him as a newborn. Being a mother of a special needs child is not easy, but its not supposed to be. Everyday is just as challenging as rewarding! I was not prepared at 19 for what life was fixing to throw at me, but I have learned alot along the way and Christian & I both have shown alot of improvement!

Many Thanks go out to the teachers, specialest, therapist, friends & family that have helped out along the way and shared their input with Christian. He has learned so much and I know he is still behind on things but he has come so far! One day he will learn his abcs & 123's, but for know that does not matter. Christian has no concept of days or times and I'm ok with that. I love watching him play and hearing his laughter. He has a handsome smile and a sweet disposition.

I have no idea what Christian thinks about or what he sees through his eyes, or even what he process' in that little brain of his. I just hope that my sweet little boy knows that we all love him and together we will continue to get past this.

I could never ask God to make Christian normal, is what we define as normal, really normal? I would love to hear Christian say "Mommy" again but it takes time and I have faith that one day soon I will hear those words, we get closer everyday! I am so thankful that God has blessed my life with Christian, I wouldn't have it any other way. I love my big boy!

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