The Story Of Three: I wish..

Monday, August 6, 2018

I wish..


I wish I could tell you so many things..

Like how much your life is going to change over the next few years..

Like how much it breaks my heart that you have to go to school all year..

Like how sad it makes me when you are frustrated and I can't help..

Or

How much it saddens me that you are not my baby anymore - you are a young man...

I wish I could tell you that things will get easier..

That I won't cry myself to sleep anymore..

I wish I could read your mind..

I wish you knew how much I miss you when you are at school - our house is so quiet I can't stand it..




I wish I could tell you that one day you will get married and give me grandchildren..

I wish you shared movie dates with friends and sleepovers..

I wish I could share with you how proud I am of you - Autism and all..

How much joy you bring to my life and so many others..

How much I absolutely love your smile and contagious laughter..

Or

How you inspired me to return to school..

How together we are hopefully making a difference and changing the world..

How I wish I could be around forever..

How I wish that you will always want to hold my hand..

I wish I could share the pure joy on your face when we go swimming..

Or

How I wish you will always want me to read you The Polar Express before bedtime..

I wish I could tell you that I try to give you the most "normal" life I can..

I wish I could tell you I'm trying..so hard..to be the perfect Mom to you..

I wish I could tell you I love being your Mom..absolutely love it..

My sweet boy, there's so much I hope and dream for you, I wish I could tell you..


-Jessica

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